"Mas takot ako ngayon": Kaye Abad, nagpakatotoo tungkol sa pagiging cancer survivor

• Kaye Abad quietly battled breast cancer for an entire year before being declared a survivor
• Even as a cancer survivor, the actress openly admitted she actually feels more afraid now
• Her desire to see her two young sons grow up kept her strong, making giving up on her treatment never an option
• During her darkest moments, Kaye would pray out loud, pouring her heart out to God as well

Behind the bright smiles on television, actress Kaye Abad has been carrying a very heavy load in her heart.

In a candid and emotional conversation with her longtime friend and former Tabing Ilog co-star Paolo Contis, the celebrity mom opened up about her private, year-long battle with breast cancer which made headlines.

While many people think that being declared "cancer-free" means the struggle is completely over, Kaye revealed that the psychological toll of survivorship is an ongoing battle for her, especially as a mother.

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"Pag dineclare na na you're a survivor, parang tapos na, natanggal na, the journey doesn't end there. Actually, mas ngayon ko na-feel na parang mas takot ako ngayon," Kaye admitted.

Because dormant cancer cells can still hide in the body, doctors do not consider patients to be completely free of the disease. For Kaye, this medically means her survivorship is a state of the cells being "dormant lang."

To monitor her health, she has to undergo medical scans every few months, a routine that brings its own deep sense of anxiety and dread.. The physical and emotional toll was heavy, but giving up was never considered.

"Not an option, because again, I want to see my children grow," she explained warmly.

During her treatment, simple moments like watching her sons' school programs would often trigger overwhelming emotions. Kaye recalled catching herself holding back tears on several occasions.

"Ito na yung last time na makikita ko sila mag-perform," she remembered thinking, before immediately forcing the dark thoughts away. "Binubura ko sa utak ko. Hindi. Kaya lalaban ako," she declared.

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To cope with the heavy weight of her diagnosis, Kaye sought refuge in her faith. She developed a personal and raw way of communicating with the Lord, often locking herself away just to speak directly to Him.

"I pray in the restroom because I pray out loud. I talk to Him. Like a conversation," she shared. "I cry every time I pray."

Her daily conversations with God were simple, honest, and straight from the heart. "Please, I'm very happy with my life right now. I'm very content. Please don't take me away. I want to see my kids grow," she recalled.

Now using her journey to inspire others who might be facing their own silent battles, Kaye leaves a beautiful piece of advice centered on surrender and faith. She believes that true peace comes from trusting the divine.

"Just trust the Lord, don't question," she advised. "Kung ano man ang plano niya, just trust Him. Wala naman siyang ibibigay na hindi natin kaya."

Kaye Abad is a Filipino-American actress best known for her work in Philippine television and film. She became widely known for her role in Tabing Ilog, a popular teen drama series where she played Epifania 'Eds' Delos Santos. She also appeared in several teleseryes, including Annaliza and Nang Ngumiti Ang Langit. Kaye is married to actor and businessman Paul Jake Castillo.

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As previously reported by KAMI, Kaye Abad marked Cancer Survivor's Month with a powerful message of healing, courage, and hope. ​She looked back at the deep emotional toll of the disease, honoring every scar, tear, and silent victory. ​Kaye reached out to those who are still fighting, reminding them that their inner strength inspires others. She credited her faith in God for giving her the strength.

Meanwhile, in 2025, Kaye Abad shared a lighthearted exchange with fellow actor Paolo Contis. Earlier, the two celebrities attended the vow renewal ceremony of Patrick Garcia with his wife. Previously, Patrick and his wife, Nikka, celebrated their anniversary at The Lind in Boracay. However, their photo with the couple genuinely amused Paolo who noticed something about the actress afterwards.

Source: KAMI.com.gh